mumbling

i'm tired and i'm worried.
how much should i care? how much shouldn't i care?

wandering around is leisure; seems like i can still afford that.
for how long, though?

do i need to ask those questions?
do they still mean something to me?

the roads not taken, and the direction this path leads to.....where...

there are moments, that i'm/we're touched, feeling like not just myself and am capable of something great.
i wanna hold on to that, and live beyond it.